En Pranayinee NInakkaai…!!!

Ennil ethramaathramundaayirunnu ninte swaadeenam eenu palappozhum ninnodu parayaan njaan aagrahichirunnu. Pakshe ennile ninnodulla pranayam athu ninnil ninnum marachu pidikkaan enne orupaadu prerippichu. Orupakshe ninakku thonnam ivanithellam verthe parayukayalle ennu enkilum enniloode kadannu poya vikaaravichaarangale ninakkai njan vivarikkam.

Ninne aadyam kanda naal muthal ninne sambadhicha ella kaaryangalum enikku valare vyakthamaayi ormayundu. Onnum marannittilla ennu thanneyaanu ente vishwaasam. Pakshe oru kaaryam maathram ariyilla Enthaayirunnu ninnil njan aakrishtanaavan kaaranamennathu. Oru pakshe ellaam paramakaarunikante oru niyokamaayirikkaam.

Ninne annu aadyam kandanaal, Allah enikkathine visheshippikkan polum aakunnilla. Priminte idanaazhiyiloode karutha pardhayum dharichu nadannu neengiya ninne annayirunnu aadyamaayi njan shradhikkunnathu. Ninne kandathu muthale entho ente manassu vallaathe thudikkan thudangi. Oru thavana koodi aa mukham onnu kaanuvaan ente manassu sherikkum vembal kollukayaayirunnu. Annu pakshe lunch breakinu shesham claasil motham ninne parathiyenkilum kaanan saadichilla. Vallaatha niraashayil aa dinam kadannu poyi. 2 divasam koodi kazhinjaanu nee adutha classilaanennu njan thirichariyunnathu. Pinneedu primilulla oro nimishavum ninte classiile koottukaarodoppam ningaludee claasil onnichirikkaanayirunnu thaalparyam. Mun nirayilirikkunna ninne kaanaanulla thaalparyamaayirunnu athu ennathu pakshe enikku maathrame ariyumaayirunnullo…..

Ninne aduthariyaanum samsaarikkanumulla ente aagraham valare valuthaayirunnu. Ennirunnaalum ninnodu samsaarikkaan enikku vallaatha bhayamaayirunnu. Nee arikiloode pokumbol palappozhum ente kaalukal bhoomiyil urachu poyathu pole thonnaarundu. Ingineyokke aayirunnenkilum aa dinangal enikkorupaadu santhoosham nalkiyirunnu. Oppam engineyenkilum nee enne onnu shradhikkanamenna aashayum koodi koodi vannu. Vaasthavathil ninte peru polum mattullavarodo ninnodu chodikkan enikku entho poole aayirunnu. Oduvil engineyo ninte peru njan kandupidichu. Annathe divasathe oru santhoshavum aahlaadhavum onnu vere thanne yaayirunnu. Nannaayi varakkunna oru koottukaarane kondu ninte naamam ente kaikalil kurichittathum njaan orkkunnu. Pinneedu swapnangalude kaalamaayirunnu. Mikkavaarum muzhuvan divasavum ninneyum swapnam kandaayirunnu njaan eneettirunnathu. Divasavum ninne onnu parichayappedaan oro plan undaakkukayum ennaal athonnum nadappilaakkan pattaathathil valare sankadapedukayum cheythirunnu. Aayideyaanu nammale split cheyyunnathu A batchum B batchumaayittu. Allahuvinte kripayennoonam njaan engineyo A batchil thanne aayi. Padippistaayirunna nee pinne A batch aayirunnenna kaaryam eduthu parayendathillallo. Athuvare ennum avasaanathe benchil koottukaarodothu irikkan adhyaapakarumaayi vazhakkittirunna njan pinnedu ennum munnile nirayil sthaaanam pidikkaan thudangi. Nee ennum 2nd benchilaayirunnu, ninne vyakthamaayi kaanaamaayirunnu ennathaayirunnu athinu kaaranam. Pinne engineyenkilum ninte shradha sambaadikkuka ennadaayi ente lakshyam. Pakshe athethra maathram allenkil ethu reethiyilaayirunnu ennathu ennil appozhum anjaathamaayirunnu.

Angine irikkeyaanu njaan oru njettikkunna kaaryam thirichariyunnathu, njaan manassilaakkiyirunnathalla ninte peru ennu. Allah enne annu Shahabasum Salmaanumonnum kaliyaakkiyathinu oru kuravum illaayirunnu. Enkilum aa kaliyaakkalinu vallaatha oru sukham undaayirunnu. Engineyenkilum ninnodonnu samsaarikkanam enna aagraham shakthamaayi ennil alayadikkunna divasangalumaayirunnu athu. Aa idakku nammude padippist Ananduvumaayi etho oru examum kazhinju verthe enthokeyo kathiyadichukondu varukayaayirunnu njaan. Appo neeyatha oru classroomil ottakkirunnu entho vaayikkunnnu. Exam kazhinju kurachu neramaayathinaal ellaavarum poyi kazhinjirunnu. Innu ninnodu samsaarikkanam ennu ente manassu ennodu manthrichu konde irikkunnundaayirunnu. Angine chuttiinum aarumillennu urappu varuthi njan melle classil kayari. Enne kandappozhathe ninte mukha bhaavam onnu kaananamaayirunnu. aake vilariveluth. Njan nintaduth salam paranju, nee athu madakkukayum cheythu. Pinne njan chodichu Engineyundaayirunnu exam? athinu nannaayirunnu ennu utharam parayumbozhekkum enikku ninnodu onnum chodikkaan backiyillayirunnu. Ninnodu samsaarikkaan kazhinjathile santhoosham kondu ente manassu veerppumuttukayaayirunnu.

Pinneedu oro thavana samsaarikkaan shramikkumbozhum nee vallaathe ozhinju maarunnathaayi enikku thonni. Enne kurich nee shradhikkanam enna aagrahathinu vendi cheythathum, Annathe ente mattu cheythikalum nee veroru arthathhilaanallo eduthathu. Athu pakshe njaanariyunnathaanenkil valare vaikiyum.

Pinneedangottu primil varaanulla ente prachodanam nee maathramaayi. Palappozhum hostelilulla sakala friendsum urakkatheyum cinimakaleyum koottu pidichu primil varaathaayappozhum njan maathram ennum vannirunnu avide. Prathyekichu class kazhinju series examinte timil. Orupakshe njan maathramaayirikkum priminte hostelil ninnu ella series exaamum ezhuthiyirunnathu. Pareeksha kazhinju padikkan vendi irikkumbo ninne kaanaan kazhiyunna reethiyil venamennu enikku nirbandamaayirunnu.  Athinu vendi ennum njaan purathu thanne irikkaarum undaayirunnu. Angineyirikke oru divasam nee entadthu vannu samsaaricha aa divasam, Allaah njanathengine marakkaanaanu. Oru paper venamenna aavaashyavumaayanu nee vannathenkilum annu njaan pathivilum kavinja santhooshavaanayirunnu. Athinu pinnilulla kadha arinjappo pinneedu njan kure aalochich chirichittundu. Athu pole thanne mattoru divasam All India examinte 2 divasam munpu ennodu vellam aavashyapettu vannathum, Ellam ikkazhinja nimishatheethu pole ormayil undenikku.

Ennal pinneedu orupaadu kaalam ninne njaan kandilla, orupakshe orikkalum kaanano samsaarikkaano kazhiyilla enna avasarathilaayirunnu nee fbyil kayarunnathum nammal chaat sheyyaan thudangunnathu. Pinneedu ithu vare nadannethellaam sherikkum oru swapnam pole vichithramaayirikkunnu. Eniyum enthu sambavikkumennu enikkariyilla. Elaam Allahunte kripa pole aakatte…!!! J

5 thoughts on “En Pranayinee NInakkaai…!!!

  1. chila kaychakalanganeya manassine vallatheyangu mohippichukalayum………………
    pinne avalippo evideyund…….. vellavum ,paperum, nadakkatte mone …………………

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